These days I am always in bad lucks. My laptop refused to work for over 3 weeks, several papers rushed towards me together and I suddenly got sick with the flu. My passport to Canada is still lying on my desk, with a endless wating for the permit from the consulate general of Canada. 

Some friends told me that it should be bad for me because of the year of rab. I don't know whether it's ture. But I indeed get trapped into a lot of frustrating things recently. 

Today is a rather beautiful day. The Sun is shining and you can smell the coming of summer. It will be great to have a leisure time to wander around outside, enjoying the sunshine (surely with the unbrella!) and flowers. But Jenny, Lily and I had to get up at the early of 6:00 a.m., and then went to central to hand in all the materials to the consulate. After 2hrs'  waiting, we then went to Dr. Sun's clinic for a body check. Please note that it's just a very simple medical examination, but costs 1500 HKD!! Together with the application fee of the visa, we have to spend 2800 HKD before the trip to our summer practium. Ai~~Life is not easy, and money always dispear very fast.

Now I am sitting in the UC library, worring about my term paper of Mental Health. I try to discribe the care giving burdens of the carer of people with dementia. However, I also feel overwhelmed at this monent. I don't want to continue the paper, not even a word. So I come here again to write down sth. It's a very enjoyable time to writh with music. 

But  I have to come back into the reality again a few minutes later; I can't keep avoiding all the time.

Hopefully, there will comes a very beautiful day for me again very soon.